Talking to walls

I started this blog with the intention on learning more about, well, myself.  Its hard to "spit" my thoughts, so writing them down became a better option.  Hope too many people aren't bored by it.  Oh well, here goes nothing.  Does anybody know how frustrating life would be if you just simply couldn't communicate with people?  How much harder would your job be, for instance, if you couldn't communicate with other people?  Nobody listens to me, people hear what they WANT to hear, not what actually is being said.  I don't get this about "normies" (neurotypicals-non-autistic).  I say things and people just don't, plain, hear me.  They try to hear some alternative meaning, or believe me to have some kind of ulterior motive or something.  They rarely ever hear what I'm actually saying.  What's worse is that people sometimes say I'm trying to be a smart-ass or that I'm trying to make them seem "dumb" and its simple because I listen intently and ask relevant questions.  I can't help it if I'm so literal of a person that my ego doesn't get mixed in with what I'm saying.  I guess when you put it in writing its different.  People believe what's written more than what's being said.  I think I would be better off in life if I just walked around being mute and holding a tablet pc, just txing everything.  Being smart does not help me relate to people..at all.  Sometimes, its like a curse.  I guess what I'm really trying to say is that people suck. Thank g-d for music, video games, movies and the internet or else I'd probably be dead or in prison, wishing I were dead.   Can anybody relate??